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Monday, January 23, 2012

Joys of 2011

Well another year has come and gone. A lot happened this year. A LOT. 2011 was full of endings, beginnings, trying new things, traveling, meeting new people, and more happiness than I could have ever imagined. So many blessings came from 2011. I am going to talk about some of my highs and favorite times from this year. Now, if you don't know me well, then you should know that I love pictures, so hang in there, it will end, I promise.




New Years 2011...where it all began. It was fun hanging out with all my friends at Anna Laura's house.

Windy Gap! This was my first time to go there, and I loved it. I hadn't really been involved with young life much until this year, but I am so glad I got to go.


I loved basketball season, because since I cheered for football games in the fall, I was never able to be in the student section, and for basketball games I could.



The Valentine's Banquet is probably my favorite dance from high school. I love it because it is not just a dance, but a dinner, playing games, and dancing.


Newspaper. This year being design editor was extrememly tough. We spent lots of hours (hours up until past midnight sometimes) working on these issues. We successfully put out 9 issues. Although, often I was extremely tired of all the hard work it takes designing an issue, I loved every second of it. Being creative and designing is one of my favorite things. I got to design almost every page and putting my skill to use was a lot of fun. This year we completely changed the format of our paper, which was great, since we got to add our own style to it, and as I always say change is good. I loved working with all my fellow newspaper editors featured in the picture above. We had a lot of laughs, good times, stressful moments, and late nights, but it was all worth it.

O our faithful lunch table. Some days it was crazy, stressful, exciting, hilarious, and quite often informative (because girls talk about everything...and by everything I mean EVERYTHING). I really miss this.


Superbowl time! This was really fun hanging out at Davis' house, but I can't even remember now who one, was playing and two, who won, but I did have a fun night. And that's all that matters right?


Snow day. There's nothing like waking up and getting a call from ECS saying no school today. Pretty much one of the best feelings ever. Although, this particular day, we had been at school for about half a day when they called school out early because the weather was going to get bad. Kelsey and I had been at the school working on the newspaper for about an hour when my mom called and said we needed to start heading home because it was getting worse. We headed to Bartlett and right when we got there, we found out that a group of our friends were going to Jason's house to hang out. If you dont know, Bartlett (where I live) is pretty much in another country.... not really but I live atleast 25 minutes from mostly everybody I went to school with. (Thats one thing I love about Johnson City...everything's close). It took a lot of convincing my parents until they finally agreed to let us drive in the snow. I mean Kelsey had 4 wheel drive. We'll drive really slow. We'll take main roads. You name it, we tried it. What should have taken 30 minutes, took about an hour and a half. crazy. But, just another adventure to add to our list, so we didn't mind. We spent the night sledding and playing Just Dance. Pretty awesome.




The guys basketball team were/are state champs. Nuff said.


I turned 18! woo hoo! And thank you Meredith Miller Wright for making me my favorite red velvet cake. you da best.


I went to New Orleans to visit Courtney for spring break. What was so awesome was that I surprised her. I had told her that it wasn't going to work out for me to come. Her mom called me one day and said I have fly miles and want to fly you here. Such a blessing. Courtney rode with her family to the airport, because she thought they were picking up her aunt. I came and knocked on her car window. Definitely on my top 20 best moments list. It was great. She was so surprised and screamed for about 5 minutes. It was so good getting to hang out and catch up with one of my dearest friends.


So, senior year spur the moment I decided to play softball. Yes, softball. Yes, me, Caroline Flippin, a cheerleader and sadly usually unathletic. I would not change this decision for anything. I had a blast. Yes, I will admit, starting to play a sport your senior year is very difficult and hard, but I just went with it, worked hard, and gave it my best. It turned out that I wasn't too too bad. Who knew huh? Some of my shining moments include: making an awesome catch but forgetting to throw the ball back in to the infield. oops. But, still great catch= I was improving. It is one of those things I wish I had begun sooner because I could have worked really hard to be a good player, but all in all it was still a great experience. I really learned a lot about remembering that in everything I do, I am playing for an audience of One. This was our theme for the season. I learned that no matter where I was in the line up, my role was always important. Whether that be playing or encouraging my teammates. Thank you Kelsey for talking me into this one. I don't regret it at all. :)



I can't forget how much a joy it was to get know some of the younger girls. You guys were great. And I had so much fun goofing off with yall. Woorrrdddd.

Prom 2011. This year the theme was masquerade. This was really neat. Not to mention, I went with Ben, one of my closest friends since middle school. Thanks for being a champ, Ben. You're awesome.

The infamous graduation parties.





The field day that is promised in every speech for people running for student council every year finally happened. Bethany and I partnered up for water balloon toss. We failed at winning, but did pretty well if I do say so myself. Pictured with us is our favorite algebra teacher Coach Bakedy Bake aka Coach Baker. Seriously the sweetest man ever. We call ourselves his adopted granddaughters. Seriously so many fun times in that class. And Coach Baker, thanks for answering all our questions. You and I did great on our tests ;) but really. Seniors dominated field day, ofcourse.


Bethany, Hannah, and I had a dessert bar for our party. It was sweet. (No pun intended...okay maybe it was).



Last day of high school. Whew. What a great day. All the girls met at Ihop for breakfast and then we all walked, roller bladed, rode scooters, etc. to school. Pretty awesome. I enjoyed this tradition.


Senior riverboat cruise. I was happy that we still got to do this considering the Mississippi river was so high and flooded mud island.



Graduating from high school. success.



Senior Cruise to Mexico. The second picture is this game we made up that we like to call the expression game. Someone says 1,2,3.....excited (Atleast that what this picture was). Then we precede to make the expression. Pretty fun. Pretty stupid. Pretty great. It was awesome getting to hang out with my senior class before we all headed our separate ways. So blessed to be a part of the class of 2011.




Kelsey came to Memphis to visit. I love when people come, because it gives me a good enough reason to spend the day downtown. (Which I should do more often anyway).



Speropulos family cruise. This was crazy fun! My family is ridiculous, but pretty much the best family around. We're that typical big fat greek family. We even won ourselves a family trophy by winning a game on deck...which made the cruise news I might add. We visited Nassau in the Bahamas, St Thomas, and St Maarten. I find the picture of the whole family hilarious because on my first cruise with my senior class, I rememeber laughing at those families with the matching t shirts. HA What goes around comes around, but we wore them well, so no worries. It was such a joy to get to hang out with my family for a week. I couldn't ask for a better one, and I am extremely thankful for all fun we share.


Disney World!! Who doesn't love visiting the place where all your dreams come true?? Atleast for the day anyway.


Chelsea, Sarah, Meredith, and I took our first solo trip to the Destin. I am so blessed with such great friends and this trip was incredible. At times, it was weird not having a parent around to ask to do things...but I aint gonna lie. Independence is great. Although, we quite often laughed at ourselves because we are young but yet would come back to the room at 9 and play cards (like grannies). O well we had a blast. I love you girls so much!


Every year around the time when the sunflowers bloom at Shelby Farms, I always tell myself I want to go take a picture with the sunflowers. Kelsey and I finally did it. Next time, Ill be sure to bring bee spray considering they liked me a lot. (Is there even such a thing as bee spray??)


Moving to ETSU. Well I did it. I moved 8 hours away from home, stability, friends, and all the great things that come with Memphis. Although, since my family has moved 5 times, I've become a champ at the whole moving thing. (Which is probably why I DESPISE packing). Adjusting was a lot harder for me than I expected because I usually am not a home person. But, Etsu has been great. I am so proud of where I am at here and all the wonderful people I have encountered. Ill let you in on a secret. My heart is here in Johnson City. Always has been. I was born here, my family is here, and I love this place. It has been the consistent place in my life and will always be "home". Pictured is my great roommate, the Anna Fickley. Thanks for putting up with my messiness, loud music, and craziness.

O, Ben Rector, will you marry me? poop, he's already taken. O well. I'm still in love with your music.

Why, yes I went to the Taylor Swift Concert. Why, yes after this picture was taken we shook hands and had a 2 second conversation. Why, yes it was incredible.

My first UT game. Thanks Leah, Hannah, and Catha for such a great weekend. Go Vols!

Like I kind of touched on earlier, I have made some great friends at Etsu.


Quest. If you don't know, Quest is what you go through before you become a young life leader. Quest made my semester amazing. And, all you awesome people in it contributed a lot to that. Doing work crew at windy gap was challenging and tiring, but one of the best weekends I have had in a long time. It's great to able to serve kids, so that there weekend at Windy Gap is great.


I was indeed a whoopie cushion for Halloween. no shame.


A lot of changes came with 2011. I cut my hair and got my nose pierced. The parents weren't too thrilled with that second change, but hey you're only young once. I miss my long hair everyday, but I love donating my hair to locks of love. Hair grows so what the heck, might as well use it for good.


I made it through Anatomy and Physiology I. And learned almost every bone and muscle in the body. Im just going to go ahead and give myself a pat on the back for this one.

I could not ask for a better small group. Being able to walk with eachother through life and learn more about Jesus this semester has been one of the highlights of my semester. You girls are great, and I have loved seeing God work in each of you over the past months. Thank you for always being there for me through tears and laughs :)



God opened the door for me to go to Uganda in the summer of 2012. I have been patiently waiting on God's timing for this one, and it's finally here. I am more excited about this than I could ever express in words. I can't wait to see all the plans God has in store for this trip. I have already gotten to know a little bit of the poeple on my team, and I know God perfectly put this team together. This is such a cool process to watch unfold. I know now more than ever this is what I am supposed to be doing. Let's just hope I have it in me to return back to America, for I know I am going to fall in love with the beautiful people of Uganda.

Coming home for Christmas was so refreshing. It was so nice to get to be reunited with my family and friends back home. I love college, but I do sometimes miss the feeling of home and not to mention being able to eat my mom's incredible homecooked meals, chilling on the famous green couch, and do nothing but read and watch movies.



Finally went to The Wizarding World of Harry Potter. I felt like I was stepping into a Harry Potter movie. It was insane. I also tried some butterbeer. Which was unbelievable great and sweet. (Kind of tasted like cream soda...yum). Seeing my dad's family in Florida was so nice. We do not see them much, and being able to celebrate Christmas there was a lot of fun. And the 80 degree weather was nice as well.



I could seriously go on with all the wonderful things that I experienced during 2011, but I will refrain. Until next year. :)

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Times

I have an obsession with the song Times by Tenth Avenue North. It's kinda been my theme song for my life the past year.
I know I need You
I need to love You
I'd love to see You but it's been so long

I long to feel You
I feel this need for You
I need to hear You
Is that so wrong

Now You pull me near You
When we're close I fear You
Still I'm afraid to tell you all that I've done

Are You done forgiving
Or can You look past my pretending, Lord
I'm so tired of defending what I've become
What have I become

I hear You say
My love is over
It's underneath
It's inside
It's in between

The times that you doubt me
When you can't feel
The times that you question
Is this for real

The times you're broken
The times that you mend
The times you hate me
And the times that you bend

Well my love is over
It's underneath
It's inside
It's in between

The times that you're healing
And when your heart breaks
The times that you feel like you've fallen from grace

The times you're hurting
The times that you heal
The times you go hungry and are tempted to steal

In times of confusion
In chaos and pain
I'm there in your sorrow under the weight of your shame

I'm there through your heart-ache
I'm there in the storm
My love I will keep you by my power alone

I don't care where you've fallen or where you have been
I'll never forsake you
My love never ends
It never ends

Everytime I listen to this song, I get chills. It is so comforting to know that no matter what I'm going through, how I've acted, what decisions I've made, He loves me all the same. And He is never going to leave me. Lately, God is teaching me a lot about trusting in Him and what that looks like. It's so much easier said than done. I've kind of been examining my thoughts on this. You know ever since I was in middle school, I've always said yea trust in God, but the more I reflect on this, I dont even know if I believed this. I look back on certain situations I went through and think what was I doing or how hard I made things for myself. My instinct is kinda to fix things. Fix myself. Fix others. Fix certain situations. But lately God has been showing me that I cant fix anything on my own apart from Him. God has quite a funny sense of humor. When I was a freshman in high school, I went through something really hard, but because of it, I did a lot of soul searching and through it, God shaped me into who I am. Sometimes it takes breaking us to show us how much we really do need Him. I am so thankful that God broke me when He did. Not to mention though that I didnt kick and scream along the way or that I understood fast what was happening. It was a very slow process of me taking steps toward God, but then running away out of fear. For a long time, I tried to fix myself. I tried to tell myself that I was okay. But, in reality, I was so torn. My heart was broken. After about 6 months of running, I couldn't do it anymore. I finally decided to listen to that calm, quiet voice telling me He had things under control. That summer I grew more than I ever had. That is when I really began to know the Lord and walk with Him. The things He taught and showed me were incredible. Now back to the present. Recently, I kind of went through the same situation. God kind of said..Hey so are we going to do this the hard way again or are you trusting in me and my plan for your life? What I've realized is that no matter what situation He allows me to go through, I am safest when I am in His will. When I'm seeking Him whole heartedly. When I step back from what I want and think I need. And through this, I feel secure. I feel overwhelmed with love and happiness. God's healing is powerful. And I've learned that istead of taking my way, that in following His way, nothing can ever stop me, and I am stepping closer and closer to where He wants me to be in life. These situations I went through are so similar, but I am thankful that I am where I am and the outcomes were different. You know He never told me it would be easy, infact He told me there would be hard times. But, He promised to get me through. I hold on to that each and every day, keep stepping, and say God bring on what's next. I'm ready. I trust in you.

Monday, January 9, 2012

The Little Things

Last night I was reminded of how much a simple task or minute of my day can make someone feel special. My friend Kelsey and I love to do spontaneous things to try and spice up our time hanging out. We decided to each write down three different things for us to do on different papers, fold them up then draw the papers and complete the task at hand. This turned out to be extremely fun and not to mention rewarding. One of my favorites was buy a disposable camera and ask random people to take our picture with it. This was so funny because most people have forgotten how to even use a disposable camera. The looks of different people trying to figure it out was priceless. I was thinking today about when we first started doing it, we bothfelt really shy about asking a stranger to take our picture. It was funny how much courage we had to build up just on this little activity. Later on in the night, another one was go to waffle house, order something, then ask the waitress how we can pray for her. As we sat at the table, we both were kinda scared to ask. Scared. Scared to ask someone how we can pray for them. What is wrong with that? A lot. Finally I built up the courage. She approached our table and with a nervous smile on my face I said, "Mam, is there anything that we could pray for you about?" She gave this surprising look but then grinned from ear to ear and said, "yes actually." She ended up sharing with us about a couple of tough situations going on in her life. By the end of the conversation, this lady was so appreciative. You could tell that by that simple question we had made her night and might of even been part of a bigger picture that we didn't even realize. Courage. That's all it takes. Its quite simple actually, but we tend to make it hard. I was so blessed by the situation. When I allow the Lord to use me, it is such a blessing and it just reminds me that little things such as stepping out of my comfort zone for a few seconds of my day can have an impact on someone else. This reminds me of a quote from the movie We Bought a Zoo. Kelsey and I recently saw it in theatres. "Sometimes all you need is twenty seconds of insane courage, twenty seconds of embarrassing bravery." Courage. Bravery. Willingness. And sometimes because of these, a night full of fun and laughter can turn out to be a humbling and rewarding evening of giving of my self to a woman who is just looking for truth and for someone to care enough to take twenty seconds and just ask.